<3

Wed, 30 Jan 2008 15:29:14 GMT

i love being a latin major. everyone is like WHOA and then offers to help out in whatever way possible. i had a tiny little substitute interview today and the lady was like WHEN YOU'RE LOOKING FOR A JOB, CALL ME! I'LL HELP YOU!!@ i've heard that so many times. i guess even if it doesn't happen, it's nice to know that they offered.

this semester is gonna be tough. i just want my intermediate field placement so i can start my damn observations and not have to worry anymore. then i will feel much better about life i believe. tuesdays suck. i'm on the floor of one building from 1-8 and i don't have friends in any of those classes. it's like solitary confinement but with everyone else enjoying themselves around you. i'm such a loser haha. fuck schoooool.

i can't wait to sleep on sunday haha.

Thu, 24 Jan 2008 04:20:58 GMT

montclair makes me hate life. a lot

Mon, 22 Oct 2007 02:38:13 GMT

i miss my dog. sadye was pretty much the best dog ever. the new puppy (mabel) is fun butt it's not the same. my poor girlfriend :( i'll miss her wiggles, and the way her tail would slap on the ground when i woke up in the morning, and "DAMNIT SADYE!!" and her no neck. loveee<3

mabel's a cutie pie. she's really sweet and likes to cuddle haha. but puppies are so much work. it's raelly like having a little kid in the houes .

school can suck it. found out i'm graduating a semester early though, as long as everything goes as planned, which is sick as hell. i want outttt of that stupid place.

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 02:17:18 GMT

yet another reason i hate montclair:

today my professor for my first class didn't show up. why? because first she hit traffic and THEN she couldn't find parking. awesome school man, don't even have adequate parking for teachers. fucking bullshit.

another one.

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 16:01:33 GMT

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.

NO CHEATING...

1. What does next year have in store for you?
"sidewalk" - built to spill

2.What does your love life look like?
"on contradiction" - sorry about dresden

3. What do I say when life gets hard?
"in my head" - queens of the stone age

4. What do I think when I get up in the morning?
"signal froze" - milemarker

5. What song will I dance to at my wedding?
"son of a widow" - mewithoutyou

6. What do you want as a career/ what do you want to be when you grow up?
"red sweater" - aquabats

7. What's your favorite saying?
"leaving me before spring semester" - element 101

8. Favorite Place?
"spitting venom" - modest mouse

9. What do you think of your parents?
"i will be grateful for this day" - bright eyes

10. Where would you go on a first date?
"pleasure, now" - son, ambulance HAHAHA.

11. What is your drug of choice?
"sweet adeline" - elliott smith

12. Describe yourself:
"bend to squares" - death cab

13. What is the thing you like doing most?
"the nurse who loved me" - a perfect circle

14. The song that best describes the president?
"seven sisters" - mewithoutyou

15. What is my state of mind like at the moment?
"atari" - lucky boys confusion

16. How will I die?
"noise and kisses" - the used

17. If someone says "Is this okay" you say?
"brownish spider" - mewithoutyou

18. What do you like in a guy/girl?
"lion's jaws" - neko case , haha

19. How do you feel today?
"frayed ends" - midtown

20. What is your life's purpose?
"rise" - saves the day

21. What is your motto?
"empty picture frame" - jets to brazil

22. What do your friends think of you?
"dirty mouth" - hot hot heat

23. What do you think about very often?
"gagged in a casket" - the blood brothers

24. What do your parents think about you?
"shouting across the water" - volcano i'm still excited

25. What is 2 + 2?
"as the footsteps die out forever" - streetlight manifesto

26. What do you think of your best friend?
"succexxy" - metric, ahhahah

27. What do you think of the person you like?
"evening on the ground" - iron and wine

28. What do you think when you see the person you like?
"fabulous muscles" - xiu xiu

29. What song will someone ask to play at your wedding?
"stockholm syndrome" - blink 182

30. What will they play at your funeral?
"fear no pain" - willy mason

31. What is your hobby/interest?
"all nereids beware" - chiodos

32. What is your biggest fear?
"if you can't leave it, might as well make it bleed" - dashboard confessional

33. What is your biggest secret?
"the loosing of the shadow" - gatsby's american dream

34. What do you think of your friends?
"anxiety" - goldfinger

35. How will your kids be like?
"monday" - wilco

36. What will your husband/wife be like?
"the city has sex" - bright eyes

36. What is your life story?
"scream!" - misfits

37. How will your future household be like?
"feeling good" - muse

38. What is your weakness?
"summertime suicide no. 1" - david dondero

39. What is your goal you would like to achieve this year?
"nobody's fault but mine" - led zeppelin

40. Most missed memory?
"guilty pleasures" - catch 22

41. Thing you regret the most?
"take it away" - the used

42. What will you post this as?
"naked as we came" - iron and wine

bored

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 01:43:12 GMT

ONLY TAKE IF YOUR FROM JERSEY OR LIVED HERE FOR AT LEAST 10 YRS LOL

1) What's Your First Name?
mary

2) List Your Nicknames?:
mare, murr

3) Every Group Of Friends Has A Hot Spot In A Parking Lot Where Is Yours?:
not a parking lot but we frequent dunkin donuts

4) Very Late Night Munchies 24hr White Castle Or 24hr Taco bell?:
white castle b/c there is no 24hr taco bell near us slut

5) What's Your Favorite Diner In Jersey?:
pompton queen <3

6) Your Favorite Food From That Diner?:
ummmm. love the grilled chicken wrap with friees. and a pickle of course

7) Ever seen FDR?
nah ?

8) Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts/Baskin Robins?
dd

9) Best Mall To Go To in Jersey?
uhh garden state

10) Best Beach in jersey?
wildwood<333333

11) The Most Tasty Slice Of Pizza You Ever Tasted Is From?:
hmm. buffalo chicken from v&j is a classic

12) You Hear The Town Woodbridge What Is The First Thing(s) You think of?
nothing.

13) You Hear The Town Sea Bright What Is The First Thing(s) You think of?
pig roast! fairbanks motel! drunk!

14) You Hear The Town Long Branch What Is The First Thing(s) You Think Of?:
nothing.

15) You Hear The Town Old Bridge What Is The First Thing(s) You Think Of?:
i think i went to a show once there. dumont soccer kid

16) Six Flags or Beach?:
both.

17) Have You Ever Been Up Close To A Lighthouse?:
i have not

18) What's Your Favorite Bruce Sringsteen Song?:
:(

19) How Many 711's Are In Your Town?:
zero, we have a quick check

20) Have You Ever Rode From Newton To Cap May?
nope

21) Garden State Parkway or Back Roads?:
either

22) GSP or Turnpike?:
parkway, i hate the turnpike.

23) Up North Or Going South?:
live in the north, i'll visit the south for the shoree.

24) Ever Drive To The City For No Reason?:
i've never actually driven there but i've gone there many a time for no reason

25) Sea Side & Ocean or Back Yard & Pool?
oceannnn

26) Have You Ever Seen Clinton Road?
of course

27) Best Romantic Spot in Jersey?
my beddd.

28) Do You See Your Self Living And Starting A Family In Jersey?
yep

29.)First thing(s) to come to mind when you hear Newark?
PORTUGUESE FESTIVAL!!!!!!!! VIVA LA PORTUGAL!!!!! MEAT ON A STICKKK AND SANGRIA IN CHINESE FOOD CONTAINERS

30.)First thing (s) to come to mind when you hear Irvington?
the exit i had to take to do my teaching observation

31.)First thing (s) to come to mind when you hear Belmar?
club life

32.)First thing (s) to come to mind when you hear Atlantic City?
the time my ex and his friends got ripped off by a stripper during a bachelor party hahahha SUCKS

Thu, 09 Aug 2007 13:42:23 GMT

i'm pretty much fed up with the world. people are so lame.

Mon, 06 Aug 2007 03:15:26 GMT

i'm so happy my bfffff is home.
the holiday is the cutest movie ever.
summer class starts tomorrow, not too happy.
i finished my teacher ed program application, happy.
showers are fun.
wolf parade soon.
rilo kiley - september.
mewithoutyou - december, hopefully.
lia told a girl that she was creepy and that she scared her and then the girl asked 'well how can we fix this?', hilarious.
i need more tutoring jobs.

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 23:04:33 GMT

so i can't believe tomorrow will be a year since chris died. it still feels like he's just going to pop up around town and i'll randomly run into him someday soon. it's so shitty that he did this to himself, he was seriously such a great person. this poem was written on the little card thing from his wake --
i'd like the memory of me to be a happy one.
i'd like to leave an afterglow of smiles when life is done.
i'd like to leave an echo whispering softly down the way, of happy times, and bright and sunny days.
i'd like the tears of those who grieve, to dry before the sun,
of happy memories that i leave when life is done.

i think that suits him perfectly. i think it's hard for anyone to think about chris and not have at least one memory to leave a smile on their face. it's such a shame that he's gone, when so many other people who aren't as great do the same shit and have nothing happen to them.

miss you chris <3

boredom

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 21:19:11 GMT

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
goldfinger - 'if only'

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
mewithoutyou - 'disaster tourism'

WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
kind of like spitting - 'shuffle, kick, hum a tune'

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
whispertown 2000 - 'iron will'

WHATS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
the promise ring - 'red and blue jeans'

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
the working title - 'this is not glorious'

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
tilly & the wall - 'let it rain'

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
keane - 'the frog prince'

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
at the drive in - 'schaffino'

WHAT IS 2+2?
saves the day - '3 miles down'

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
hot hot heat - 'island of the honest man'

THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
jenny lewis - 'born secular'

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
eagles of death metal - 'eagles goth'

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
saves the day - 'can't be saved'

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
millencolin - 'fuel to the flame'

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
mewithoutyou - 'the soviet'

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
yeah yeah yeah's - 'cold light'

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
keane - 'we might as well be strangers'

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
angels & airwaves - 'the adventure'

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
melee - 'new day'

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
eagles of death metal - 'poor doggie'

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
taking back sunday - 'divine intervention'

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS:
hot hot heat - 'no jokes - fact'

that was gay. like every band popped up twice.

Wed, 20 Jun 2007 22:49:12 GMT

ahahahahaha.
beth gutcheon

Fri, 08 Jun 2007 14:31:29 GMT

aah, south carolina. love it. jamesy was all attached to me the entire time, which is my favorite thing ever. as soon as he would wake up in the morning i would hear him asking "where's my mary? where's my mary!" and when i would go down stairs he would look at me and just light up and go MARY!!!!! and i'd go JAMES!!!!! etc, to the point of unsurpassed cuteness. and then, the one day i was wearing a dress before dinner and he asks me "are you a princess?" and i almost died. i told him i was his princess and he was my prince and he was like "okay" alkjdfljs. i miss himmm. i didn't get to spend too much time with jefferson cuz he had summer and soccer camp but thats okay.
the one night we stayed at the beach and during the day i got to see a black girl cat fight. that was amusing. i saw one girl get tossed into a fence, hardcore. very classy.... it stormed at night and our room faced the ocean so we got to watch the storm over the ocean which was pretty badass. watched a bluegrass band down in the hotel bar, which the boys loved. very cute.
one night we had dinner at a plantation, real southern cooking. most of the food was pretty gross but i found something. beautiful place. so peaceful and serene and absolutely gorgeous land.
"mayyweeeeeee"

KARMA.

Sun, 27 May 2007 13:59:20 GMT

okay so, as you may know, my douche brother was having an affair with his wife of like 8 years, with whom i am very close. he met some piece of shit, dana, at the gym. she's a trampy ho and i want to destroy her. but anyway ... last week, my brother and dana were going on a bike ride (my brother is all about any sort of outdoorsy stuff) and she got fucked up. she crashed and broke 2 ribs, punctured her lung, and fractured her pelvic bone. alas, all the activities she and my brother shared are done - no sex, no gym, no hiking, biking, etc... now he's stuck sitting with her in the hospital. well bitch, you fuck around, you're gonna get fucked.

Mon, 21 May 2007 17:42:00 GMT

i really hope he comes back. =/

Thu, 17 May 2007 04:37:10 GMT

why does this happen every time.
i can't take it anymore

Tue, 15 May 2007 04:09:08 GMT

i'm pretty fucking awesome

initial field - A
women, sex, & gender in the ancient world - A
honors contemporary issues - A
honors contemporary civ - A
latin literature of the republic - A
alexander the great - A

whoooo, i'm so happy. 4.0 for the semester, bringing my cumulative gpa up to 3.832 . stupid c or whatever first semester. oh well. i'll get there

hey dumbass.

Mon, 14 May 2007 17:44:17 GMT

yesterday when i was coming home from work, i see like 2-3 firetrucks, police, a ton of people all at the entrance to the glens. i'm like, what the fuck is going on. i thought maybe there was a fire in the apartment building right there or something but no. i then find out that some dumbass managed to drive his BRAND NEW car into the lake at the entrance, haha. apparently he thought the car was in drive so he floored it but it was in reverse so he went right down into the lake and had to crawl out the sunroof. how the hell do you manage something like that.

oh well. started my first summer class today. pete abazia is randomly in it, so that's pretty cool. it doesn't seem like it's going to be too horrible but definitely a good amount of work. can't wait to get my grades tomorrow.

lol @ cedric

Wed, 02 May 2007 15:45:56 GMT

"yeah like chocolate rice."
"desert or food?"
"you eat it with fish..."
"that's disgusting, i'm going to be sick."
"well that's what you gotta do in a third world country."

I HATE MONTCLAIR.

Tue, 24 Apr 2007 19:19:51 GMT

I HATE MONTCLAIR.
I HATE MONTCLAIR.
I HATE MONTCLAIR.
I HATE MONTCLAIR.
it is such a piece of shit school. everybody there is fucking rude and disgusting. today i had to sit in class and watch some kid fucking lick his doritos and then hold the part he just licked so he could lick the rest of it and then LICK HIS FUCKING FINGERS. I WANT TO VOMIT. i hate getting there an hour early for class and still having to fucking park on the god damn roof of the shitty parking deck. and THEn the fucking asshole dick bus driver SEES ME WALKING UP AND FUCKING PULLS AWAY AND DOESN'T STOP. LIKE FUCK YOU ASSHOLE. i want to kill his ugly ass and huge sunglassed man face. and then i had to do a fucking presentation with a girl i want to just MURDER and i HATE HER AND I HATE EVERYBODY AT THIS STUPID STUPID SCHOOL
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;)

Sun, 08 Apr 2007 04:24:41 GMT

lol. how cosmopolitan.

blades of glory was wonderfully delightful. i want to see it again. and again.

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 01:41:04 GMT

i'm not happy. this needs to change.

Wed, 04 Apr 2007 03:31:23 GMT

maaaryyy (11:50:31 PM): ok. goodnight julio iglesias
Jkatzenfutter (11:50:34 PM): ok, sleepies for julia iglesias

ahafwhefafhahaahahahahhaaaaaaaaaaa.

thursday / the number 12

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 14:31:27 GMT

so matt scott and i went to the warsaw last night to see paulson, the number twelve looks like you, and thursday. we were joking that the place was going to be set up exactly like the warsaw ghetto and be run by nazis. we weren't that far off. the security guards were definitely the gestapo. most of them had completely shaved heads and they were all huge and white and wore all black. and they were the meanest people ever. they strictly enforced the NO MOSHING policy by literally grabbing people and dragging them out if it occurred. it was hilarious to watch. at the very end this one huge guy was dragging 2 kids out at once and the one kid was going I CAN'T BREATHE !!! the show was pretty good but the whole no moshing thing was beat b/c who the hell sees the number12 and thursday and can't do anything. paulson was pretty good; they were catchy and dancey. the number12 played some new shit and it sounds like its gonna be pretty awesome. thursday played a lot of old shit which was cool. too bad the gestapo ruined it.

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 17:16:10 GMT

you are a piece of shit.
i hope you get what you deserve.

florida was awesomeeeeee. HOT HOT HOT <3 and we went to the ZOOOOOOOO<3 and went swimming and saw the grandparents and i got a tannn. and little jamesy attached himself to me the entire weekend. he wanted nothing to do with anyone else haha. it was adorable. i miss himmmmm. 82 days until south carolina! i'm so sick of everyone up here i want to just move down there and never come back. if university of charleston offered a latin major i'd be down there in a second. but alas; they do not. so i'm stuck here.

Thu, 08 Mar 2007 00:28:14 GMT

omggggg my nephew just called me cuz he wanted to talk on the phone and then he was quiet for a long time and my brother told me HE WAS TICKLING THE PHONE. oh my god he's so cute. florida w/ them this weekend :)